So, I had to drive to my sisters, stay for a while and drive to my parents house (who were at my sisters as well) with my mothers keys, collect my spare house keys (as well as feed the dog and let him out for a bit) then go home. I also wanted to fill the car up with gas, but as my wallet was locked in my house......
I think I should just shoot myself and be done with it. Life can't get too much worse for me at the moment. I'm going through a serious 'why bother' thought process and I'm finding less and less reasons to do stuff. Normally I have plenty of reasons to do so, but those are diminishing rapidly - thats the scary thing.
I hope 2006 is going to be better, it can't get much worse than 2005.